I forgot to post about the butterfly I saw on my birthday last year. I opened the front door and there you were and wouldn’t leave me for hours. I broke down. I know it was you. I saw quite a few robins at Christmas too. One followed me when I was on a walk. Keep watching over me Dad. I wish you were here to see Ruby grow. I’m going through a rough time and I just want to talk to you. Life is so unfair. I love you xxx

Dear Dad, Today I scatter your ashes in Newquay, one of your favourite places. It’s been one year since you left us and I think of you every single day. I hope you are at peace now and I know I can come here and remember the happy times we had. I love you and miss you so much. I tell Ruby about you all the time. She knows who you are. It breaks my heart that you can’t watch her grow but I know you are watching from somewhere. All my love, your Hayley